Christmas Wishing

I'm an chubby 25 year old woman. No man has ever told me I'm beautiful. No man has ever looked at me longingly. No man has ever held me like I'm precious. No man has ever talked to me as more than a friend. (As far as I've known) My lack of experience has blinded [...]


I may just have to be single forever.

I might trying online dating..... Just know I don't like online dating. How are you?(virtual stranger who may or may not be a serial killer).  I mean really, there is something so impersonal about all of it. Firstly no tone of voice changes or facial expressions that I adore so much in face to face [...]

Moving on is harder to do, when the one that you love moves faster than you. 

When I talk about a "he or him" it's the same person that I've been holding onto for five years. I have had connections with men before him and after him but nothing ever came of it. Mostly I wonder if I'm holding on because I'm not sure of what could've been or what was. [...]

I Love…

Musicians: Elton John, Frank Sinatra, The Beatles, Queen, The Rolling Stones, Bob Marley,  James Taylor, CCR, Coldplay.  The smell of matches and fireworks. Sunsets. Full moons. Clear starry night skies. Night drives. Lemon flavored deserts. Extra Polar Ice bubblegum. Ice cold water. Dr Pepper. The beach at night. Sad love songs. Adventures. Waterfalls. Road trips with MUSIC! Tacos and Burritos. Blue [...]