Everything is good, not great.. Even with all these good things I have going for me, I have a lonely heart. "Count your blessings!”, they all tell me. Count my blessings, I am still able to walk around with this hole in my chest. "It could be worse”, they say. What could be worse than [...]
I hate when people try to tell me who I am Acting like they are the ones who get to categorize my character based off their own insecurities. Today a female colleague of mine said to me in front of a small group of people, "You are mean, you just act nice to throw people [...]
I saw your Dad and sister the other day at the store and I was so worried because I knew I'd be invisible again if you were there too. I know it happened over a year ago but.. It hurt me that someone I thought was my friend ignored me in a very public and [...]
It's hard to believe I won't see his face smiling at me again or ever hear him talk or laugh. I won't be able to roll your eyes at his dumb sayings or catch phrases and I will not again feel how special it made me feel when he was finally proud of me, sobbing [...]
I'm thinking of you today. I don't know why but every once in a while I will get this longing for you. And it feels like I can't stand another minute without seeing your face. My heart aches. It has been silence for years. I have let you go, at least I think I have [...]
One day someone will have me. He will have my blunt attitude. He will have my diverse music selection. He will have my shy cautiousness. He will have my cheesy over spoken jokes. He will have my guess what word I'm trying to say game. He will have my laughing at myself snorts followed by [...]
You are something to me, someone to me, and the loss of that something will still hurt; the loss of you will still hurt.