So this is Goodbye.

I've been wanting things to go my way for so long.. for these faces to love me. I just keep getting missed in the process. I think it's truly time to stop wishing for the past to come back to me and to work my way to a happy future, the people who are meant [...]


Never take friendship personally.

I saw your Dad and sister the other day at the store and I was so worried because I knew I'd be invisible again if you were there too. I know it happened over a year ago but.. It hurt me that someone I thought was my friend ignored me in a very public and [...]

Moving on is harder to do, when the one that you love moves faster than you. 

When I talk about a "he or him" it's the same person that I've been holding onto for five years. I have had connections with men before him and after him but nothing ever came of it. Mostly I wonder if I'm holding on because I'm not sure of what could've been or what was. [...]

I Love…

Musicians: Elton John, Frank Sinatra, The Beatles, Queen, The Rolling Stones, Bob Marley,  James Taylor, CCR, Coldplay.  The smell of matches and fireworks. Sunsets. Full moons. Clear starry night skies. Night drives. Lemon flavored deserts. Extra Polar Ice bubblegum. Ice cold water. Dr Pepper. The beach at night. Sad love songs. Adventures. Waterfalls. Road trips with MUSIC! Tacos and Burritos. Blue [...]