Everything is good, not great.. Even with all these good things I have going for me, I have a lonely heart. "Count your blessings!”, they all tell me. Count my blessings, I am still able to walk around with this hole in my chest. "It could be worse”, they say. What could be worse than [...]
I've been wanting things to go my way for so long.. for these faces to love me. I just keep getting missed in the process. I think it's truly time to stop wishing for the past to come back to me and to work my way to a happy future, the people who are meant [...]
I hate when people try to tell me who I am Acting like they are the ones who get to categorize my character based off their own insecurities. Today a female colleague of mine said to me in front of a small group of people, "You are mean, you just act nice to throw people [...]
I'm thinking of you today. I don't know why but every once in a while I will get this longing for you. And it feels like I can't stand another minute without seeing your face. My heart aches. It has been silence for years. I have let you go, at least I think I have [...]
One day someone will have me. He will have my blunt attitude. He will have my diverse music selection. He will have my shy cautiousness. He will have my cheesy over spoken jokes. He will have my guess what word I'm trying to say game. He will have my laughing at myself snorts followed by [...]
You are something to me, someone to me, and the loss of that something will still hurt; the loss of you will still hurt.
He'll be sad for a moment then life will resume. He'll be fine without me. They are always fine without me. I'm never fine without them. My curse is memory.