Everything is good, not great.. Even with all these good things I have going for me, I have a lonely heart. "Count your blessings!”, they all tell me. Count my blessings, I am still able to walk around with this hole in my chest. "It could be worse”, they say. What could be worse than [...]
I don't know where I belong or if I belong. Maybe I should quit and go back to who I once was but I don't know her anymore. I don't know me anymore.
I can be happy with big laughs and dorky jokes around other people all day but the second I'm alone that all changes and the sadness I struggle to hide comes spewing out the moment they leave my side. I can't hide from my sadness when I'm alone but for everyone else's sake I can [...]