Everything is good, not great.. Even with all these good things I have going for me, I have a lonely heart. "Count your blessings!”, they all tell me. Count my blessings, I am still able to walk around with this hole in my chest. "It could be worse”, they say. What could be worse than [...]
I've been wanting things to go my way for so long.. for these faces to love me. I just keep getting missed in the process. I think it's truly time to stop wishing for the past to come back to me and to work my way to a happy future, the people who are meant [...]
I hate when people try to tell me who I am Acting like they are the ones who get to categorize my character based off their own insecurities. Today a female colleague of mine said to me in front of a small group of people, "You are mean, you just act nice to throw people [...]
I saw your Dad and sister the other day at the store and I was so worried because I knew I'd be invisible again if you were there too. I know it happened over a year ago but.. It hurt me that someone I thought was my friend ignored me in a very public and [...]
I'm an chubby 25 year old woman. No man has ever told me I'm beautiful. No man has ever looked at me longingly. No man has ever held me like I'm precious. No man has ever talked to me as more than a friend. (As far as I've known) My lack of experience has blinded [...]
I might trying online dating..... Just know I don't like online dating. How are you?(virtual stranger who may or may not be a serial killer). I mean really, there is something so impersonal about all of it. Firstly no tone of voice changes or facial expressions that I adore so much in face to face [...]
I wonder how much happier my life would be if I could forget everyone I've ever met. To forget the past, people who've hurt me and the people I miss. Just start over new with the people who are still here and still care.